did u evr evn care, greta?

i know that this is “kreepy” but:

2day after clss i went 2 a cemetery b/c i was sad, + i wanted a place 2 think abt nh in peace.  usually im en casa + theres music/tv/computer/wii on, or else im writing this stuff + bouncing over 2 the w.w.web 2 look 4 pix or quotes or sumthing.  i know i prly shouldnt feel this bd about nh, and that itz prly just covering up sumthing else n-tirely, but idk what. 

my brain can b a trcky thing, bouncing back to :( things when i otherwise feel :).  

even if its “inapprpriate,” i still miss u natalee.